I'm 35 weeks this week and it is my final week of work! I am so excited. It may not show because I can't seem to muster up enough energy to be excited, but I really am. I am so ready to just stay home and rest more often. I want to sleep in and not worry about walking to my desk which seems a really long distance from the front door of the building. I want to cuddle with the dog and make sure he doesn't pee all over the house. I want to do a little more sewing for baby before he arrives. Heck, I just want to be able to take a nap whenever I need one!
Baby is still a mover. I can sit and watch my belly move back and forth. I look lopsided most of the time because he likes to sit on one side or the other and than switch. It is pretty cute. I just can't wait to meet him in person rather than through my stomach.
I keep wondering what he looks like--does he have hair? What color is it? What color are his eyes? Does he have chubby legs like me or skinny like his daddy?
Then I wonder what his personality is like--will he sleep well? Is he going to be a crier? Will he like to be held? Will he be more independent like I was? Will he want to be swaddled? Or will he like being free?
There are just so many things to think about. I can't wait to get to know him and learn all about my little man. Maybe I will finally start calling him by his name when he is here instead of constantly referring to him as "baby."
I'm hoping he will come early, but I've been having a few more contractions lately and I am starting to worry that he is going to come this week! I sure hope he holds off until I at least get to go out on maternity leave. In fact, I scheduled a massage for next Friday, so I would really like to wait until I have a full week off of work before he makes an appearance. Selfish, I know, but I really need some pampering because I know I won't get any once he arrives.
So, the countdown to my last day of work is nearing the end...then all I need to worry about is the countdown to when the little man arrives!
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