I've been struggling letting go of breastfeeding for a while. I can't really feed him much, but I like the bonding and also knowing that I am giving a little bit of the "good stuff." The pumping was getting to me. I was also frustrated feeding him and knowing it frustrated him because he didn't get much. I want him to be happy and healthy. So, I think today was the final day for me. I am done pumping and trying to squeeze milk out of my empty breasts. There just isn't much in there. I would rather spend my time with my baby than ignoring him while I pump.
So, today I am letting go. I cried a bit the other day when I realized it was time, but I am moving on. He is healthy and doing just fine on formula. He isn't going to be stunted because of my inability to produce milk. I did the best I could for him and he will continue to get the best from me...just using exclusively formula.
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